Sunday, April 10, 2005 , 01:46 p.m.
oh fuck! i must distance my self from the slut and start finding new preys. sheesh!
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Sunday, February 13, 2005 , 09:23 p.m.
made a smashing start to the new year; try tripping and smashing your face on the wall while attempting to reach out for the damned squash ball.
cheers!
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Friday, January 21, 2005 , 02:36 p.m.
the silent drone of 'army! army! army!'...
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Thursday, February 19, 2004 , 06:05 p.m.
life can be fuckin' sad when you cannot seem to enjoy the basic pleasure of it, sleep. espescially when you screw up your biological clock big time, and when your mind is clouded by a million or rather a billion and one thoughts when you are supposed to be sleeping. which is me right now.

what is bothering me right now? good question, my final year project. while half the cohort have already begun on their project, yours truely here, is still far from touching anything. and why so, this lazy fucker is plagued with the mindset of the other half of the cohort. procrastination. anything can be done, last minute. but whatever the case is, i am screwed.

anyway, lazy fucker here is lazy to continue elborating on the other issues, in short, they are; sleeping and waking up with the singapore time zone (not the in between london-new york zone), quitting smoking (prices are going sky high), non-existant love life, updating my almost forgotten blog on a regular basis (if you ghost(s) are still visiting this low-life site, drop me a comment or something to let me know), working up on my domain, paying up my long overdue-d debts and finally, saving up for my new bike. ooh, throw in my class 2B and 3 license(s) too.

now, to get my lazy fingers to start on my report/documentation! that is, after some scrubs and crime scene investigation episodes. after all, which psychos start work at 6.04 in the bloody morning? heh!

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Thursday, December 25, 2003 , 06:27 p.m.
i want to learn how to live alone, be alone, again... argh!
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Friday, December 19, 2003 , 11:26 a.m.
http://www.united.edu/com/webcolor.shtml
http://www.zspc.com/color/index-e.html
http://www.webwhirlers.com/colors/wizard.asp
for personal references, don't bother about it else otherwise.
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Thursday, December 11, 2003 , 02:51 p.m.
i had tender feelings that you made hard
but it's your heart, not mine, that's scarred
so when i go home i'll be happy to go
you're just somebody that i used to know
you don't need my help anymore
it's all now to you, there ain't no before
now that you're big enough to run your own show
you're just somebody that i used to know
i watched you deal in a dying day
and throw the living past away
so you can be sure that you're in control
you're just somebody that i used to know
i know you don't think you did me wrong
and i can't stay this way for long
keeping ahold of what you just let go
you're just somebody that i used to know
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003 , 09:48 a.m.
now both my desktop and laptop is down. like fuckin' hell.
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Friday, December 5, 2003 , 09:26 a.m.
i need to stop and numb all feelings. nownownow!
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Wednesday, October 8, 2003 , 01:56 a.m.
can't imagine life with out coke, can you?
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Monday, October 6, 2003 , 03:12 a.m.
is there no other way out?
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